dear Faizal,
did you still remember me? you use to call me ary the tiger, right?
it's been 20 years we never meet each other, and i doubt you still remember me. we use to be a team in 1st grade in SK Bandar 1 Tawau. i miss all that time that we shared as a good friend. playing together, hiding and shared our toys. did you still remember about teenage mutant ninja turtle that you gave to me? and the donatello big poster? i still remember them all. we were king in our time. and I still remember when I'm mad at you about a toy car that you promised but did not you brought it. haha... it was a child mad time. i was happy to have a good friend like you. and time goes by... until.. i made a mistake.
I'm so sorry for the time i make you faint. i never mean it. i know it was wrong now. because of that, you don't want to go to school again. I'm so sorry Faizal. 20 years i kept this alone in myself. i never thought this will remind me again of you. remind me to all of my mistake to you. I'm so sorry. since that time, i never trust people even for myself because of hurting you. i go to you house for many times and you never there. i just found a new kid as an owner for that house.
now i know what the meaning of loneliness. it's just like a knife that slice you one by one, pieces to pieces.
i watch many movies that remind me of you. a best friend, even a family for me that i miss all these times. at first.. i never know why the movies hurt me so well. it's just like something that i already forget and never been forgiven. then i realize that is you, my brother. forgive me.
i never know where are you know... how did you look like? i miss you so much.
i can go back to the time we'd been together, i will try to fix all the mistakes that I've done to you. i never mean it, i swore to God. it was child fun time and suddenly i hit you. please forgive me.
if God ask me what i want for this life, i will say " please make me meet you again for once to say please forgive me my brother, Faizal".
did you still remember me? you use to call me ary the tiger, right?
it's been 20 years we never meet each other, and i doubt you still remember me. we use to be a team in 1st grade in SK Bandar 1 Tawau. i miss all that time that we shared as a good friend. playing together, hiding and shared our toys. did you still remember about teenage mutant ninja turtle that you gave to me? and the donatello big poster? i still remember them all. we were king in our time. and I still remember when I'm mad at you about a toy car that you promised but did not you brought it. haha... it was a child mad time. i was happy to have a good friend like you. and time goes by... until.. i made a mistake.
I'm so sorry for the time i make you faint. i never mean it. i know it was wrong now. because of that, you don't want to go to school again. I'm so sorry Faizal. 20 years i kept this alone in myself. i never thought this will remind me again of you. remind me to all of my mistake to you. I'm so sorry. since that time, i never trust people even for myself because of hurting you. i go to you house for many times and you never there. i just found a new kid as an owner for that house.
now i know what the meaning of loneliness. it's just like a knife that slice you one by one, pieces to pieces.
i watch many movies that remind me of you. a best friend, even a family for me that i miss all these times. at first.. i never know why the movies hurt me so well. it's just like something that i already forget and never been forgiven. then i realize that is you, my brother. forgive me.
i never know where are you know... how did you look like? i miss you so much.
i can go back to the time we'd been together, i will try to fix all the mistakes that I've done to you. i never mean it, i swore to God. it was child fun time and suddenly i hit you. please forgive me.
if God ask me what i want for this life, i will say " please make me meet you again for once to say please forgive me my brother, Faizal".
sorry for what i have done to you.
BalasHapusWhat If
BalasHapusby Kate Winslet
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'cause I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'cause I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know